but I still think about TTC and infertility everyday. Hubs and I had a fantastic day today. We drove about 90 minutes to a decent sized city to shop and eat out. Well, shopping was a bust-I only found 1 pair of pants-but eating at Buffalo Wild WIngs was great. It was like old times back in Savannah before we were consumed by infertility. We ate wings, drank beer, yelled at TVs (college football) and loved it. At one point I actually thought “It’s kind of nice to not have kids right now and not have to worry about them running around the place” (there were SEVERAL tables with kids running amuck). We drove home, singing Dashboard Confessional, NIN and others at the top of our lungs. It was great.
Then we got home and boom, immediately my thoughts turn to TTC and infertility. I started Googling information about IVF and about the fertility clinic in Colorado Springs. I start thinking about what cycle day I’m on, when we need to start BD everyday, etc. Thankfully I’m staying away from looking at actual baby stuff online.
For now I will sip my wine, watch TV and snuggle with my furbabies. Maybe that will take my mind off my empty uterus.